>>529805773
i've always kinda figured i'd be a bard irl
i'm too quick witted, too articulate, too charming and charismatic to not be :]

>>529787465
i think it's probably normal to miss it, it's natural for the brain to kinda block out the bad (or conveniently forget it) when it just wants to yearn for all the good, yeah.

and of course, i'm very mindful of not making my problems anyone else's. the thought really sickens me, even if my posts here tend to come across as Deeply And Constantly Mentally Unwell

does anyone on crystal or light wanna do anything in the video game

>>528580946
yeah it mostly takes some adjustment from them in my experience. takes a bit of time, and they can go smaller and smaller as time goes on.

basically shouts out to all the little pp estrogen angels

>>528449364
i am deeply annoyed as i really don't care for them despite them being probably the single strongest team in cs history. apex does basically all the heavy lifting in the aura department (which *does* matter) plus they have an isr*eli on the team. i'm a little more sad too because mongolz gave me hope with such a dominant first map, but somewhat-as-expected they shit the bed when it mattered most. felt like they clearly mental boomed after dust 2.
>>528449436
i have to be very careful about who i actually do that with because it's deeply special and intimate to me, but maybe.
>>528449596
yeah, i mean. brain rewiring is a commitment. but it's really fun and as with all training i feel it really helps form or cement a deep, intimate bond. it's very special, to me at least.
>>528449703
well, good luck with your new fantasies. i'm not hard to find.

>>528325570
then dm me, that's all it takes

is there a place u gamers go for more shader presets
i only have gposingway stuff and one set of shaders i saved from my super old gshade install that i use for gameplay

>>528128910
we hung out for a bit after right yeah i remember, either way yeah let's run them again some time. i'd offer to now but i'm pretty much a zombie at the moment i just really wanted to do that pose with the last of my energy

CRYSTAL expert roulette
PF under C.L
pass 0777
i am going to have a smoke (coolness multiplier) so i will be afk for a few while it hopefully fills but welcome in advance.....
>>527946254
watch your profanity the pf is up
>>527946281
i don't know i just need stuff to do

hey what's that cool mod that the cool people use to make it look like their character hasn't slept in years
>>527864437
i can definitely see myself burning out if i put too much time and effort into the little things, for now i just want to soak in everything i can whenever i *do* have the drive to mess around. but once i get a handle of things i'll know when it's best to shortcut or save myself tedious effort, my attention span is my biggest enemy after all.
how do you save bits and pieces of things? i might just be a big idiot because i haven't looked at like. a lot of options yet since i'm brand new to this. thanks again for all the advice, i really do appreciate it and i think your stuff is stellar
>>527864510
HI SIM HI HELLO SIM i'm doing okay which is pretty good all things considered. i think holding myself to such a high standard when i do anything might be my downfall with all of this but hopefully i can rein it in a bit. we'll see....