>>149112895
Ragatha is a person who never got the chance to develop her own personality and identity because her entire sense of self revolved around making people like her to make up for the lack of parental affection and warmth she received in her formative years. While being obedient, polite, empathetic and inviting was fine when she was a kid and was mostly expected to be seen and not heard, now that she's an adult she's found herself outpaced by people who have stronger senses of self and loses out to those who are more interesting and sincere. She tries her best to make everyone like her and spread positivity in the hopes that it'll allow her to form a real connection, but the truth is that there is no real Ragatha - she's just whatever she needs to be to foster harmony and make people accept her. As such, she will never know true connection or friendship and will always just be the "nice one" who gets pushed to the periphery when the rest of the group starts forming deeper bonds based on mutual personality traits and interests. It's frustrating to be someone who has committed so much of themselves to being loved only to gradually discover that there's no you to love. I should know because I'm in the same boat.