>>527943930
>Everytime you hurt yourself, your not 'stopping' the thoughts.
True, but cutting makes them go away temporarily.
>Don't try to fight those thoughts, they are a part of you that you shouldn't feel ashamed of.
I am pretty ashamed of the thoughts. I had 2 public mental breakdowns here recently, the 2nd link is what I've been currently thinking about again. I don't want to do it, but I'm scared the intrusive thoughts will win.
https://arch.b4k.dev/vg/thread/527001731/#q527009946
https://arch.b4k.dev/vg/thread/527165986/#q527173860