>i grow attached with to a person i met irl but talk to online due to moving
>they tell me sweet things, like i love you (platonically), tell me they'll help me if im ever in need etc, and we just generally chat every few days
>except every 2 weeks to a month they ignore me without telling me when or why for weeks or days at a time, making me feel like shit because im bpd so i vent a little bit which also gets ignored and never brought up
>i go through financial trouble so i ask for help because i have no one else to ask, they say yes
>then they go back on what they said and ignore me again a week later, which makes me vent again because i have no other options, but they again ignore me for days before blocking me again

i know this is pathetic, but reddit, AITA?
should i just give this retarded faggot up?
this isn't the first time i've trusted them and had them do something similar,
but this is just awful, it makes me feel so worthless and im always the one saying sorry in the end despite feeling devastated.