>>24428893
fuck it.
couple drinks.
I'm a writer. In books, you have to write your own...
"song lyrics" or "poem"...
because copyrights.
Background is everything.
Main character?
his fiancee, was murdered.
just, from brushig up againt "something" at work.
MC found her, after her body stewing in the bathtub. For a couple days.
you can imagine how this fucked him up.
Cops put him thru the wringer.
if not for his fiancee's friend, a lawyer whoc ame and got him...
well.
He's on really strong antidepressant shots.
He has to shoot himself up with the stronger antidepressant shots, just to function.
He has no experience with songwriting or lyrics.
its just for him.
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"the promise"

told you when I met
you know I won't forget
to remember why the time has slipped away

don't know where you've gotten
to you'll never be forgotten
I promised you, I'll make it there some day

sooner or later
so I put pen to paper
wrote out things that make most people cry

its been quite a while now
but you still make me smile somehow
just a thought and I don't have to try

it hurts to say good bye, to
things that make me cry, new
people places things they come and go

But I know where I'm going
to when the wind stops blowing
so I can make it there before they say

to put it all behind me
I'll keep it all inside me
so promise me I'll make it there some day

so I can hear my name begin
to make you feel the same again
just turn around and see the reason why

it took a little time to
make this promise come true
gets a little closer every day

I know you feel the same, on
days you make it rain so
I can taste, teardrops filled with pain, try

to keep them all inside me
can't put it all behind me gets
used to write down things to make them cry

cause I know where you've gotten to
a promise not forgotten who
went away to live inside the rain

the thunder calls my name to
come see you in the rain to
feel the tears you cry turn into rain, to

finally keep my promise to
come and be beside you
I promised you I'd make it here someday

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yeah. he's moving closer to either uicide, which he doesnt want,
or... exploding
and yeah, he does.
subtitle of the book?
"what happens when you push a man too far"
he finally snaps and takes revenge. le epic style..

I wanted... we all know the situation.
we put people on medication, then... somethign happens?
well, why not good guy, put in an untenable situation.
suicideoro revenge become his only options.

he eventually? Goes full 1488 on the bad guys when he finds out who. Cold, calculated revenge.

PIC FUCKING RELATED
make fun of it.
I tried.
not a poet or songwriter, but...
I just wanted that... holy shit emotional impact in it.
again? its just for him, to read it.