>>81659935
I am 27 and have never had a relationship. I work. I have a career as a systems analyst for a pretty high level employer and make 100K a year. I work remotely, occasionally going into an office that nobody else but me and three men I dont like go to. Work has been the same for years. for the last 26 years of my life I was fat, peaking at 300lbs seven months ago. I decided that if I wanted any chance at a social life at all outside of old men and other people like me at work I had to lose the weight, so I am now down to 180lbs. (5ft 11) I think I look better but I still want to lose 20 more pounds. The funny thing is I thought Id get better at talking to women after I slimmed down but if anything I just feel worse about myself and nothing has changed at all. They treat me the exact same and I think its just because I have a funny looking face. I'm really hoping the last 20 pounds are enough to make my face look alright. Then again its also likely that I'm just retarded and have no idea what women actually want, and the problem could just be something else entirely but I'm too dumb to understand. I am either sad or angry, all the time, and I feel like a worthless excuse of a man for being in this position. It isnt fun and I dont see a way out.