Age 19 female (xx) and have almost no boob. Feel like no guy will ever love me

I want to wait until marriage, but he keeps asking for nudes. I dont know what to do. Scared he will leave if I dont

If it hadnt been for r9k, I would have been married a long time ago.

>33
>NEET for basically entire life
>no high school or college education
>dropped out of school in 9th grade
>never worked
>have left house maybe 6 times in past 15 years
>0 social skills
>never had a face to face interaction with someone my own age throughout my teens and 20s
>5'7”
>never had a job
>can't drive
>never had friends
>parents are broke so I won't inherit anything
>no skills
>never exercised in my entire life
>small wrists
>excessive earwax
>have had probably fewer than 10 irl interactions within the past 20 years
How do I get out of this? I've literally just played video games since dropping out of high school when I was 15. It was pretty fun but my parents' money is running out. How hard are 6 figure jobs to get?

I have DD boobs and a flat stomach but cannot get a bf because my face is mid