fudge it im just gonna say it
played that angel beats game. the vn one. because like. whatever. free afternoon.
big mistake. huge.
now its 4am and my hands are shaking scrolling through the goddamn wiki trying to find if kanade gets more scenes in the sequel that doesn't even exist yet (only 1 route for now) i need a cigarette and i dont even smoke.
this shit crawled inside my ribcage and started rearranging furniture. one minute im clicking through some dumb school festival crap thinking "lol anime tropes" then BAM. yui's backstory hits like a truck full of bricks going downhill. who authorized this.
soundtrack's stuck in my head like a virus. keep hearing that piano track when shit gets real. found myself humming it in the shower like some kinda loser.
thoughts that should not be in my head btw, why does kanade's hair move like that in the sprite? could probably beat otonashi in a fight! what if i printed out that one CG and framed it? do they sell those jackets?
accidentally woke up my roommate screaming "BULLSHIT" at that one bad ending. he thinks im having a mental breakdown. he's not wrong.
tried to explain why this matters to my cat. she licked her ass. fair.
maeda-sensei you beautiful guy. this is why your games cost so much. you're charging therapy fees upfront.
if anyone asks where i've been: emotionally compromised by fictional teenagers. send ramen.
game good. brain broken. send help.
(posted from phone brightness at 4% charger long dead)