i dreamed of spring blossoms, but opening my eyes saw only barren earth. yearning will water the field in my heart, and my dream will be the seed.
>ASL (biological sex, or gender)
19, dysphoric boy, las vegas
>letter(s)
mtf, amab,
>about
letting go of desire i found in my heart hate and love in equal measure, benevolence for all the world and hatred for the heavens. embodying the mountain i wished to be the sea. only acceptance can weather the soul, only acceptance leads to true weightlessness. in denying my desire it had only festered, until the valleys filled with hateful murky water.
>primary interest
reading, writing, poetry, fantasy settings, worldbuilding, the dao, philosophy
>other interests and hobbies
recently ive been into Haircare and Other beauty related things, Fashion, Marketing and Sales, rare artifacts, religon, dieting, fitness, gambling, Cooking (give me cool recipes and ill love you forever) writing psudo profound half poetic statements instead of going to therapy
>looking for
pals and vc, voicetraining frens, fellow daoists to discuss the profoundities and effects of the dao with, any1 really come talk to me im never mean (or at least i really try not to be)
>not looking for
esex, chuds, people who are very mean (im conflict avoidant for the most part)
>(free space)
got sober and sane(ish) but now idk what to do all day,
>tag
bird1ee