It was over text and he kept asking for more details, I was suspicious but just straight up asked him if he was when he replied with "hot" to what I was saying. He admitted to jerking off to it and demanded I keep going. I almost blocked him then and there but my head was swimming and I continued. I dont know whats wrong with me but I was rock hard after a little more conversation despite the topic being extremely painful for me. I was just astonished by how brazenly ruthless he was being. I ended the night by shooting all over my chest and passing out. I feel fucking gross but he keeps talking to me about it and some other things and its making me angry and horny at the same time.