No matter how much I lift i just can't feel like a proper man around other people. My gf is drop dead gorgeous and getting 20 DMs daily from guys hitting on her. Every time we go out she's getting hit on and I feel nervous as fuck protecting her while we're out at night. Tonight we had another clown trying to get her number. I have to be always in fight ready mode.

It's absolutely nerve wracking having a gf and it's affecting my lifts, I can't exactly hide her either, I feel constantly on edge and my cortisol levels must be through the roof.

I visited a very old wise man today who hasn't aged at all in the last 40 years I've known him. No joke, this guy must be a vampire, by all accounts he should be 80 years old now, but he looks 40. Anyways, he told me this Solar system is a prison surrounded by a "dome" which "no human being can ever get out of because we are cattle and our souls are human souls that cannot transcend anything or do anything, at most you can reach the Astral realm which is pretty much the same as here. He said there is no way to keep your memories or keep yourself from getting recycled, if you did manage to get to the dome of the solar system somehow, your soul would be instantly destroyed.
How do you feel about this thought, the idea that you might never ever be able to escape? He said we were essentially completely created to be inferior and to exist only here, and that the human soul cannot exist outside of this prison, it was created here and can only stay here to be recycled forever, that is our purpose. He said he is not of this world so its no problem for him to leave.

To be honest this got me feeling weird today. How do you deal with this info on a personal level?

4. in 2027 near november “aliens” will invade earth and stop the nuked at the last second before they destroy everything. these aliens call themselves the galatic federation. it is led by a being named Ashtar Sheran. every thing now is about this aspect of the story. ashtar seeks a globalist new world order. he is the actual antichrist.
i’ll answer a few questions if you have some