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It's these rare sorts of realizations that make me love conversations like these. Perhaps I would recommend asking yourself "why" and answering the said question, then asking "why" to the answer and repeating until you get to the base reasoning.
I don't believe I understand what you mean with the ladder phrase there. Might you explain?
I do not find myself to be a normal man, and I believe that to be a good thing. I believe that it was Dr. Seuss that said "you have to be odd to be number one".