>>508884730
>does having a girlfriend will make you happy/fulfilled or
at first it will make you happier if you are all alone but not fulfiled, at least it didnt in my case

living alone and having a stable and regular sex-only relationship > living alone and having a girlfriend > living with a girlfriend > living alone and not having girlfriend or sex

first option is by far the best. you are single and have freedom. it is 100% up to you how you will spend your time. you have a few circles that fulfill all your needs. you have family and cousins as one circle, real close friends as second, coworkers and acquaintances as third, your booty-call as fourth.

when you have a gf you lose a lot of freedom in exchange for sex and having (in most cases) a good (not best) friend. when you are alone and isolated you think it cant be that bad, but the suffocating is at least as bad in my opinion. when you feel alone as a single guy you can always go out and socialize with people, when you want intimacy you can go and have sex with random girl and it goes away, but when you are in relationship, live together and start to suffocate you can either suck it up or break up / try to compromise which will inevitably fail and she will dump you and you dont want to do either because sunk cost fallacy and who the hell wants to feel bad and unhappy?

anyway, if you are sad you will stay sad pretty much either way. realistically speaking, only double digit retards can ever really be happy (married or single doesnt matter). when something good happens to me like getting a much better paying job i was happy for 2 months and after that i want more again. it's how humans are supposed to be i guess. never settle and always want more