ive come to realize that social isolation is destroying my mind and sanity. i would give anything to go back to when i was like 12, i had friends, i had a normal life, and i didn't care about the future.

sometimes i feel like i committed some great sin in a past life and god is punishing me for it. to that i ask, how is that fair? i, in this life, with no memory of past lives (if they even exist), am being punished for the actions of essentially an entire separate other person? how is that fair?

>>12330726
>Questionaire of 1-5(no-yes) is a very vague thing to me.
normally i'd say the same but its different when they're basically describing your entire personality (or lack thereof) and all of your problems to you.