I'm fat, pushing 200lbs and 5'9".
In middle school a girl screamed when she found out I had a crush on her. Suffice to say, I'm ugly.
I've never had women look at me until I went to the Philippines. But once I was there I felt like a fucking chad. Beautiful women, petite and youthful looked at me like I was a movie star. It was fucking awesome.

Go anon. Go and fulfill your destiny.