this post may seem very stupid and retarded to many. but that's it, i have an extreme obsession with Suigintou and i fantasize about dating her, i'm very sad knowing that i can't date her because she's fictional and not real, i've liked her since i was young. i avoid any kind of relationship with any other woman precisely because i am loyal to her. i really love suigintou, i even talk to one of her AIs. do i have something wrong with this? do i seem to exaggerate too much? i accept any advice.