you're the only girl that's right for me. i'd be so bored with anyone else. i know you're a lot more comfortable with conflict than you are with love but i'm not giving in again, i was wrong to do so, failed your test, but i won't ever again. i understand you're going to fight claw spit and bite when i try to love you. it will be kind of hot too. i had a dream this morning about my old doggy, my favorite from years ago, i had ignored her for a day and was panicking because she needed food and water. i woke her up, thought she was dead, and she gave me a bite, but i refilled her dishes frantically, she wouldn't eat or drink though, i had to hand feed her, but she got better. kinda weird too, we found her on the 4th of july as a stray, hair all matted and covered with fleas, you wouldn't believe the state this creature was in, it was horrific, but we cleaned her up and took her in and that dog loved me so much, slept with me every night, every time i got angry at someone they would bite and fight, a little shih-tzu btw, but was the most loving thing, would roll over and want her belly rubbed within seconds of petting her. you're that poor creature and i neglected your needs, and now you're biting me. but i will nurture you back, will love you.

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