>ASL
24 MtF PA
>letter(s)
LBT
>interests
Music is probably my number one passion, followed closely by psychology, which is what I am studying at college at the moment. Honestly, if this board has taught me anything, it is that Freud was more right than he was wrong. My favorite music is classic stuff like Fleetwood Mac and lots of pop stuff like Sabrina Carpenter. Although I'll listen to a bit of anything and everything. I've been practicing taking pictures of myself, although even almost three years on estrogen, I wish I looked better. I've been losing weight again, but my life is mostly on hold until next month when I can move back on campus, so I'm looking for more friends because irl seems to consistently disappoint this year.
Other things I like include wrestling (AEW and NJPW), video games (Mostly ones with deep story telling that builds a deep connection to the world through player choice), drinking and drugs (nothing harder than psychs for the most part), being a messy bitch bpd (i just started therapy), and performative self hatred.
>looking for
Friends, enemies, lovers. My Moon and Stars. Maybe someone close who can drive. Cool and unique ideas for dying. Someone who really catches my attention and makes me obsessed with them. Someone with the ability to make time go faster, which doesn't include alcohol and benzos. A way to push myself to be a divine figure of radiance while also keeping my inborn toxicity. Other trans people are generally preferred. I have less tolerance for chasers with every passing day. A simple prop to occupy my time.
>not looking for
minors, people that will die on me, moids
>contact
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i hate having beautiful princess disorder, one event can make me feel like im on crack or it can make me feel like my mind is crawling in the depths of hell

went to the bank to update my name there. that was the last thing i had to change. its done. finally. my deadname is officially dead