>34 years old
>wasted my entire fucking youth
>start to recover from lifetime of depression
>achieve the best physique of my entire life
>start getting more social, people love me
>still no gf
>in fact, i'm still a virgin
>afraid of getting a girlfriend because i never had one before so i push girls away out of shame of being old virgin
>too old for early adult activities i'm interested in because i know i give off a creepy old man vibe to zoomers
>too immature for boomer activities because i'm single and not even divorced
Genuinely what the fuck do i do now? I feel like a teenager in much older body, stuck in a fucking limbo between being a fucking loser who should kill himself and a normal functional human being