>>714231585
Yeah makes sense. I sometimes feel similar. Do you think you act that way or just in your head/in private? Also totally get the job thing. I was similar. I've only had 4 jobs my entire life, but I spend as long as I can at them when they're tolerable. Have you thought of any out of the box job ideas that might motivate you? Or goals irl to work for? I'm finally going to get and decorate a shelf to display knick knacks and plushies, which has helped keep me going

Don't let the 30 wall scare you. It's the same as now from what I've heard lol