>>40266105
I cope with losing the entirety of my adolescence to the pain and nothingness that comes from repping my atleast hoping I can provide safety and comfort for others to live theirs. I will never be able to be innocent and not beaten down by the world again, I will never get to figure it out with everyone else, just me. But the thought I can help other people do that is nice.

is anyone near ojai ca willing to take in a mentally ill twinkhon with no self harm scars

I think self harm scars are incredibly hot and I want them, but I'm a little bitch and don't wanna hurt myself. How do I condition myself to do it? Is there a way I could make it my go to coping mechanism when dysphoria gets bad?