I am a Muslim living in an infidel country. For this reason, I want to kill myself. Every day I go outside, I see infidel sluts dressing in next to no clothing. Everything here is haram. While I'm outside praying and reading Sadih al-Bukhari I'm distracted by a bunch of whores who go around showing too much skin and twerking. This sight makes me fucking sick. I see them drinking alcohol every night and it infuriates me. In my home country, I can beat up women with impunity but over here it's a 5v1 and I end up getting beaten up. This has happened multiple times. Where is the justice? The faggot cuck police side with the whores. I have court on the 18th of this March for beating a slut who was wearing a crop top within an inch of her life. I'm tired of the dunya and I want the quickest path to shahadah. My imam said a martyrdom operation is the best way; however, I am a Muslim of peace. How can I bring about change in this country filled with kuffar? Any advice is welcome.