>>936218660
Depression is a bitch. I used to think that being fit and strong would boost my confidence and make me more desirable to girls, but the former was temporary as I lost my self esteem all over again along with the knowledge it wouldn’t help, and the latter was only slightly true, but not nearly enough.
A motivated me is a powerful thing, but I struggle with motivation. Main reason I stick around. Had passion to draw because of encouragement from anons here, but that blew up too.
Just life, I guess :/