TIME LOOP.

>Opening: heartfelt confession in HS by "genius artist" Shiro to girl. Full face of girl isn't shown. Smiles. "Duh, I've been waiting for you to ask me".
>Protag is beaming with joy.
>The face of the protag suddenly becomes aged as a time skip is thrown in to show him in his 40s.
>Works a dead end retail job.
>Ep shows his depressing loop.
>Work, Get yelled at, Go home, Draws porn of ex, Masturbate, drugs.
The work loop speeds up with variations; memories play inbetween. Good & Bad. Quotes she said.
>"I love being around you!"
>"You hide the kind of sicko you are, and I'm sick of it"
>"You're a good man Shiro"
DRUNK, remembers biggest regret.

>"She told me everything Shiro-" Audio memory is SILENCED as she continues, her face is shown. Beautiful. Mature, slender. Glasses, Blonde, Fluffy hair.
Sobbing, screaming violently.
>Wakes up hung over. Drawing on his desk of man saying "I just wanna go back"
>Boss calls angry, delivery needs to be signed asap.
>Signs it, 90YR old delivery guy who looks eerily similar to Shiro says "Best of luck" with a sad smile. (identity is only hinted)
>Psychedelic mushroom package. "Pain reliever, best high of your life"
>Later
>Ex walks in, husband, 2 kids. Extremely painful.
>Ex sees him. Catches up awkwardly. Husband/kids love is obvious. "Do you still do art Shiro?" This KILLS him and he remembers a key memory.
>Stunned, Ex sees the pain, "Mom we're going to be late for your baby shower" Camera pans to reveal baby bump. Awkward goodbye.
>At home, getting drugged, stalking social media, seeing how happy she is. "Fucking bitch I would have made you happier"
>Opens mushroom pack, GLOWING. Big bite.
>Pencil drawn sakuga as drug hits, screaming "I'm so much better, I'm talented-" Meltdown, as he stumbles onto his 8th floor APT patio, & says "I hate myself". And falls.

Wakes up on the Day of confession. A drawn gift he gave for his confession sits on his desk but it's from the future. Showing his ex aged & happy.

EP Ends.