>>40847480
yeah, this is how i get cozy on the farm. i kill my own soul over and over again, taking dips into the void, blissful null and loosh hunger. the spirits showed me how to do this, after the stress finally broke me and cracked my ego

https://youtu.be/r7YXQPxEqng

>>40847481
i could have given myself longer but i had some weed and it always works out better when i shift shards back in the void direction, otherwise i risk relapsing into paranoia

https://youtu.be/SlMGo85AhGo

>>40844529
yer a wizard, op. i personally attribute the strength of manifestation to one's relationship with spirits, so the only advice i can give to you is to strengthen your relationship with them if you have one at all. that said i don't know the mechanisms behind your particular experience with wizardry so take that how you will

https://youtu.be/UIx-_pqxMlY