a reminder to myself since apparently i keep forgetting, but at least i can write down what he made painfully clear to me :)

you're never going to be the first choice

you're always going to be expendable and replaceable

they don't love you, they're just using you

you're a fucking idiot for giving things a second chance, and even more so for actually expecting a different outcome

did you actually think they felt the same?

did you seriously believe they thought about you for even a second?

you occupy NO ONE'S thoughts

solitude and loneliness is safer than any form
of human interaction

thank you for the reinforced self-view !!
thank you for the clarity !!

at least one of us is happy, right?
you won't regret your decision, right?