I think I have an heterosexual "black power" fetish. Im a white man, im not even murrikan, but I have fantasies of african-american women humiliating me racially and enslaving me\ sexual-themed torture or just plainly torturing me.
IRL im not racist, but not "militantly" anti-racist either frankly. I feel proud of my race to a normal level, and don't like being humiliate or mistreated in general really. Am I going schizo?