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>ive started having fanatsies of harming people in this way when i was like 7 i think, even before the propsect of anything pregnancy related was in question
I mean it's not like it will become apparent to you why you find violence from unhinged men so attractive. To you it might not seem related to anything pregnancy related but before civilization those traits ensured your and the offspring's survival.
>no shit retard thats how most sadists are made
Great and most cis men don't feel the same regarding other cis men because they can fight and challenge them. You're just left to fantasize.
>im talking about your weird hypothetical scenario where im with my current brain
Not OP but fair enough. In that situation your fembrain would act that way I concede
>im into all of that arleady tho
That is extremely unusual for a natal female. I haven't even seen super straight masc FtMs expressing the desire for anything remotely similar. You might just be a faggot and that's why you're more masculine ironically
>i only like it if its in my head where im a normal natal man
is that because you think you have a higher pain tolerance than cis males? because otherwise I don't see the link given that you mentioned your desires come from being bullied so harshly and that must have come from the way you are. So if you simply looked indistinguishably male then why would you like seeing that body get hurt?