i dont even take lewds anymore and this is such a trashy lewd i dont even want to share it it was taken somewhere inbetween a break of getting fucked in my ass one night a couple weeks ago. wasnt really trying.
and i just dont have a drive right now to even focus enough to take lewds or be with anyone.

i think im gonna go to the hospital and see if i can just stay there for a while..


i also think im being monitored.
but more than whats usual.

so idk.

if they abduct me i just hope they cut my fucking nuts off and take an angle grinder and floor buffer to my face. and give me a bbl and a boob job.

cause im fucking tired of this shit.
i think theyre just torturing me so i kill myself.


i was thinking about taking a young horse and riding across country.

but then i realized other people would have to organize it. cause i'm fucking banned on all social medias.

i dont even like the west coast.
i'd probably stop in idaho or something.
or montana. idk.