>>102614421
Had to gather my thoughts all night if im still going to continue supporting her or not, when i thought about all the times, even way back that she was already planning on getting married, its like a hole forms in the pit of my stomach, i couldn’t help it. My monkey brain started developing feelings for her. it’s not that im happy for her. it’s just that I’ve come to see all those moments as some kind of betrayal. Add to that the fact that i’ve been betrayed irl too, so the effect just hits harder. maaan, what a shitty feeling this is.