Here is my advice for utmost potency on the spiritual path. Become a fool. Become someone who literally everyone who's normal in society sees as a madman. But this isn't advice. This is reality what happens when you ascend further. This should and will happen if you desire deeply enlightenment and awakening. The people around you will distance themselves from you personally. They will not like you at all. This is my advice so to speak or my point of reference for you to check whether you're advanced. My question, did you achieve this? Do the people around you think you're mad or a dumbfuck so to speak?

I have finally discarded the idea that I "actually believe in god" no. I don't. I believe every soul is itself god, my soul, your soul, and enlightenment is realizing that inside of your heart. Mind can fantasize about anything. Heart is the seat of our emotions. Whatever is put there is pure. There is no external god, god is the soul within. That is my latest opinion. It's not consciousness either btw.

I honestly don't give a damn about anything that moves people anymore. Jesus. Buddha. Hindooism. All that jazz man c'mon now. If there is a truth everyone can find it given they have the proper methods first of which is meditation and if they can even read holy texts their salvation is almost assured. It's just that most never try. I can sense when someone is at least one step on the path towards higher realities. Manly P Hall. Rudolf Steiner. Those type of guys. My life is so boring sometimes. At least I have god. He's always with me. In my heart. In my soul. Everywhere. So. Peace.

I have discovered for myself a new road, a new path in the mind. This is it. Celibacy, non-lying, meditation, prayer (cleanses), asceticism, belief in god. This is it. With these practices and god in your mind, you can and will achieve extreme amounts of inner bliss unimaginable to the average pedestrian. Thoughts? Pic unrelated

I once suddenly started to hear people talking with each other with great joy and it was on the beach, and I heard them talking as if they were like "on" the ocean itself, not on land. What does this mean? My theory from this is, when we die we can choose to remain on earth in spirit form and roam the earth with freedom and we then enter the realm of spirits. I once turned myself and I saw a large spider, not physically but some sort of ethereal spider moving slowly on a door in my room. I believe these two encounters were insights into the spirit world. I don't believe heaven somewhere in the sky is the best abode for us, I believe the spirit realm here on earth is the more blissful abode if you ask me. They say there's enlightened ethereal yogis in the Himalayas as well roaming the plane.