Someone explain to me how it’s fair that this whore makes 250 grand a year has a husband and two kids while I work at a construction job work 12 hours 6 days a week still live with my parents and a virgin with my only dating “opportunities” being literal obese meth heads because I am in a small poor town. Fuck the so called “greatest generation” and the boomer generations. The villains won ww2. I hope they are in hell being forced to watch this unfold. How the hell do you all cope with how much life fucking sucks anymore? I can’t stand it. Everything is just disappointing or red taped or expensive as hell. I wake up every morning scared my car won’t start because then I’ll lose what little I have while my parents talk about cross country trips with friends at my age and berate me for not doing the same and call me lazy and when I say I need money they call me lazy again and that I need to work if I want money and when I point out I work 12 fucking hour days they tell me to ask for a promotion and when I point out I took that advice and it got me shit canned at my last job they just tell me to figure it out and then have a repeat of the same fucking conversation in two weeks. I am only considering just neeting and going full deep into escapism their is literally nothing to work for anymore and I feel like I’m wasting my very finite gaming and anime time.

I bust my ass for the last seven years at a warehouse 12 hour days and have nothing to show for it except for a shit apartment and a shit used car and lost the apartment during Covid. I do not even have any friends or a girlfriend and still a virgin. The whore in the picture is a multimillionaire just from wearing sexy cosplay and playing piano in just three years. What the fuck am I working for I have nothing and will never have anything. What the fuck am I working for here? Why should I not just go into my room and neet for the rest of my life?

how can i become a professional intellectual/philosopher and do something for the world with that. i have a philosophy degree. or should i get another degree.