>>81813953

That guy gave you good advice.

You might get model looking white wife, but if you have a people pleaser and meek personality, you likely will only get a gold digger who will bang someone behind your back while spending your money.

I would spend money on getting rid of that people pleaser/meek/servile nature in you. Also, I would question this white woman worship you seem to have, IMO most women do not respect men who put them on pedestals if they see that man as lower status than them.