Guys my martial Master caught me engaging in dual yang cultivation with my senior brother and now he keeps suggesting I study yin arts ;_; is my master attempting to reach grand perfection in the Dao of forcefemming?

i confessed to my friend that i want to be a girl and she dragged me to her home and started teaching me how to do makeup and made me wear her clothes.
i havent started hrt or anything or have really told anyone else about any of this.
she didnt give me any choice...
i feel kinda idk