>>40656777

You may have to wait some more time (more than a few months) to find something better than the job you're currently in. Your current outlook is you feel like you're having to fight several battles with others just to get through the work day and feeling defeated. Luckily your strength is that you persevere though hell and back in order to get things done. You're able to problem solve and move on. However, your weakness is when your plans fail, you feel stuck with longing for a better job situation. Like you linger on the desire to have a better job. You should seek to continue learning as much as you can in order to use it to your advantage later on. Flatter your higher ups or some coworkers so they believe that you're doing alright in your current role. Most importantly, avoid defamation and exploitation at all costs. These will only hinder your progress and search for a better job. The outcome is you'll have some anxiety for some time until you are able to master your actions/reputation at work, but once you do so, something better should show up. It will just take some time.