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I wouldn't call it forcing. I'd call it breaking through or out of the matrix. Had 5 ayahuasca trips and took some heroic doses. Whether I wanted it or not each time I felt this buzzing sensation that went through my body and a completely alien glowing creature with tentacles enticing me to "let it in and surrender". Not malicious at all just curious.
It was hard to comprehend what I saw and how to put the feelings into words.
A few times I was in three dimensional cubed main room and two smaller side cubed rooms. I would "will" myself around them and sometimes different entities would appear and try to coerce me to let them into me.
The entity known as "mother ayahuasca" was by far the most terrifying. A demonic/alien presence that felt so alien it would send love to me and fear in equal waves. I knew the ayahuasca spirit was there as these dark green lines would start growing everywhere and slowly engulf me.
The shamans sung me through this and practically saved me from madness. A golden hummingbird would appear when I thought the alien entities would possess me and fly through my body which would make my skin buldge when it went through.
I think this was breaking out of the matrix to see what is really behind it all. Entities that are beyond our comprehension on this plane, good entities and demonic ones. All vying for our attention be it love or hate to draw power from us.
>ayahuasca 7/10 would probably do again in a few years