>>508695412
>>what a shit life
>>you wake up
>>you open your computer
>>you go on a stupidly dead site for pedophiles and mentally ill
>>you search for a thread full of bots and paid retards to go cry about waman
>>you masturbate
>>you go to sleep
>>you start all over again

You have a cracked recent version of Pixologic Zbrush on your high end workstation. You download tons of video tutorials on digital sculpting and human anatomy by Scott Easton. Do some rough anatomy sketches like picrel. Go to Jew Tube. Dial up Vincent Dumestre's Le Poeme Harmonique. Heaven.

https://youtu.be/QyAxnXdBUOY