How do I learn graphic design as a NEET who just wants to do it as a hobby? I've been consooming art for years and now consuming doesn't make me feel any pleasure anymore so I want to create something myself but then I realized that I have no actual idea of what makes something aesthetically pleasing. Same way how I can tell if a drawing is anatomically accurate like with 90% accuracy but can't actually produce an anatomically accurate drawing myself I have a feeling for what is good design but can't create it.

I never thought I had talent for art/design and I never had that intrinsic passion like many successful designers do but I can't think of anything else I would want to engage with. I didn't even think of perusing any design-related jobs as everyone told me they were competitive as hell and I just didn't have that drive.

I have no illusions of getting a design job but I still want to be able to creative aesthetically pleasing designs even if it's just for fictional products that never get made.