>>40831361
I came to the realization that, when we die we return to in existence that's our capabilities of description and equally beyond our capability of comprehension while in these mortal forms. The human body is as unto blinders on a racehorse. It's meant to filter our perceptions and limit them as our consciousness can perceive so much more, but that information can be overwhelming if you are not ready to receive. I certainly was not. I was filled with a mixture of intense fear, and simultaneously the greatest comfort I had ever faced. I knew I wasn't going to die, I kept telling myself you know you're not going to die, and yet a part of me was lost that night. I felt it was necessary. I perceived where I stand in relation to my family, in relation to where I had brought my life experience to that point, And realized the hilarity of it all. The cosmic joke, the Divine comedy, is the truth. It's all a simulation, it's all a fucking meme. We're all playing a character that we created before we understood, and we had lost the memory of what was in order to fully immerse ourselves into this playthrough. When we die, we will return to that ether, and it will be the most glorious thing to experience. But we must also enjoy the ride that we've chosen in this existence. We all come from the same source, whether you want to refer to it as the pleroma, or God's kingdom, Nirvana, a state of enlightenment, whatever. It's all the same thing. Just different interpretations based off of the histories and cultures that our characters are built from. The same way an elf praises and takes comfort in the light of the trees in the forest is as the same way A dwarf takes comfort in the dark and dank of tunnels and stone underground. 2/3