>>40359912
I think the more presssing matter is if you're the type of person to genuinely consider practice relationships, any "real" non practice relationship will not be able to go very far due to your own lacking nature.

Quickest analogy i can up with is people wanting to get into heaven by buying their way via charity etc, if you're the type who needs to buy yourself in you're probably not the type heaven is looking for.

And if ur the type to consider humans as practice tools, then a genuinely healthy and worth having companion will not want you because theyll recognize you're not worth having.

But hey! Its up to you haha