god I need to lose weight I was doing better about losing weight and even under 180 briefly a couple weeks ago, then I don't know what happened but I weighed in at 190 this morning

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I know I'm a permamanmoder and terminally moidbrained because there is some awful part of me that hopes if shit hits the fan I get to actually know what it's like to crush some nazi larping wannabe little cuck's skull under my boot