I’ve recently come to the realization that I’m addicted to porn.
Additionally I’ve been in a state of severe depression for about the past 48 hours because I watched some really taboo stuff that I wish I could say I didn’t and just leave it at that.
It got me thinking. I’ve obviously got a porn problem, and it’s not like I don’t get turned on by simple stuff, it just feels like sometimes I crave hardcore stuff, even though I regret it after.
Why is that? Why is it that say for example I can look at some kinky stuff, feel disgusting, but still get turned on by it and even regret it after? It makes no sense.