it probably would never have got that far

your parents undoubtedly knew you were an insane retard at an early age

in the absence of modern civilization, your father would have drowned you in a bucket and buried you without a marker, and within a year or two everyone would have forgotten you had ever been born

its easy to forget about mistakes, you know that, because your entire life is one unending tragedy of mistakes, which you have to forget, or you would go even more insane