they're both fags ?
Why so many terms ?

I am 5'8

20cm in dick size but cant pull, i dont know if its due to the fact i'm that repulsive or i just live in a shit environnement.

I also have parents who gatekept me from having relationships and do stuff teens do.

I am now 18 and i feel overwhelmed, i dont know what the fuck should i do, too late to experience girl's sexual curiosity to soon to be wage caged balding 30 year old faggot, life sucks knowing that i could've impresionned girls with my thing when i was 14.

I'm just fucked man.

It's even worse when you realize that gen Z girls were whoring around since their 12, i will never find one that has never done or seen sex.

I feel like i was settled for failure.

4chan pls i need answers tell me what is wrong with my life, is it over ?