I wouldve transitioned if dating was possible and being trans wasnt some in between thing and you could actually change your sex

Yeah idk man I think I just grew out of my trans stuff. I accept being a my birth sex and the gender dysphoria is less frequent and less intense. Still depressed and whatnot but not because of any trans stuff. Think I can live a good life and accept and like some things about my birth sex. The changes from hrt were not too bad and probably wont impact my life in any meaningful way. Going to try and live for my future. Hopefully I can find a reason to live