Got tobe mindful of how you interact wiv ppl
Am bad at it though. I know its hard.
I fail at it most times
Nd some instances Ave seriously seriously fucked up....................................
Its just when am on a walk outside nd somebody dodgy cross the road n start walking behind me I do start to fink
Since am gna get stabbed here nd this is my last day on earth.Whats the last thing that i said to my mammy.Does she know that i love her.Whats the last things i said 2 my sisters nd did i give the cat a cuddle today.What did i say to my stpdad when we last spoke.Nd does he still think i dont like him.
Its tuff.
Sumtimes ave thought am a cancer on this world nd all those ppl i mentioned would be better off w/o me in the world.It might be true.Since i was a wean ave just been a nightmare burden nd ave never really added anything to their life just taken away.I feel like they would be better off without me.I feel sry for my mammy that she had me nd she deserved better.Sumtimes i feel like that too.Am trying to stay positive these days.
>>81925060
Good night xx