I tried DXM once more and this time wasn't very good either. I only took 30mg than the good time but it never got really good. I didn't get sick but my stomach was pretty shaky for a good bit, I don't know if more or less food would solve that. Darn it, I was so excited that I found a drug but it was too good to be true.

There are 12 posters on /r9k/

I have been watching Spanish streamers to try and pick up on the language so I can get a latina gf but it all still just sounds like high pitched jabbering

I wish I had one single person I could vent to about my current specific issue

>>508828010
what the fuck bros. is this real? i've been listening to him for over a decade

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>>81566055
I have tried I am just not good with language

>be me
>have insomnia, difficulty understanding, parenting issues, supposed depression, always at home; never going out, traumas, supposed ADHD, anger issues (calmer nowadays), a completely fucked up memory, etc.
i still can't get into uni due to my difficulties, half the things that go wrong in my life are due to my difficulties. i'm honestly tired of looking and forcing myself to tell people that i'm fine, when i never am, i've tried to warn them several times but they never take any notice, i don't cut myself and i haven't attempted suicide yet, but i'm close to. no questions like:
>why don't YOU seek help?
i can't help it myself, i'm fucked mentally and in my personal life, i don't know if i have to depend on something (like someone) to solve my problems. i don't think i have any hope at all, maybe i'm cynical.