I got accepted in a university a few weeks ago and will start my first semester in the next winter.

Along with that, I try to pick Philosophy and history back up and try to improve my rhetorical and literary skills after 2 years of degeneration by the lack of reading and 24/7 social media use.

I don't have much hope and after all my failed attempts to find a job for myself this is the last thing to fully realise my adult life besides joining the Army. If this fails, it is probably over.