I went to a doctor who doesn’t know I’m a pilot and got prescribed all these medications, some of them my friend gave me and it’s somewhat work to sedate me but whenever I fly I feel super slow, like I could barely do mental calculation and I feel like my whole judgement is clouded but it definitely feels better than being super stressed out. Yesterday before falling asleep I thought people were breaking into my room but and I thought it was a nightmare but I realized I didn’t sleep at all. So probably a schizophrenic episode? Like what is wrong with me? Why do I hate normies and humans so much?