>>508900795
>but my brain is playing tricks
>kratom is post-nut clarity in chemical form
Same here and yes. You could say that kratom is a cheat code, but there's no cheating in fundamentally rigged game of reproductive drive. I can relate to everything you've posted, and therefore I'm honest with the steps I've taken: "misogynistic" (vagino-realistic) philisophy and killing the biological drive with kratom. Simply stopped jerking off cold turkey and it's been nearly a full year. Biweekly wet dreams. Works for me. Small price to pay to avoid the vaginal pitfall.
You've tried the hooker pill before, if I recall correctly?